There is a time for writing, and for sitting. For being patient. To find a mate, yourself, your true place in society: any kind of commitment or dedication that is not divulged from the depths of inner self-worship; the need to be wholly yourself in your own imaginative circular being. Tracing it, you meet point a. A is infinite, and b is a question. So you question it. Society does not need you if you do not want it, and who wants society lest they acknowledge themselves a part of that society? so you go to work every single day, you wake up, you work and turn to your own god, whoever that god may be (and god, god-there are many), love him;her, pretend to be in their likeness, for what better way is there to approach life without first being the benefactor of life? I have lived many days in this likeness, painting my own face on the face of others, only loving myself, selfishly. Selfishly I have made my way through this world, hatching from a long-sitting egg. it is now about settling down and being yourself, being your own true self, and knowing who you want to be. Some find it and some do not, some dig it from the ground and others are watching it as a kite, flying-high, kite-flying it high, and others, others are waiting, and making the most of what they can in their downtime. And that ring is a quest, if I've ever seen one, and that quest is Great. It is the most important, and I have heard it preached to me like I have heard the first wakening call of light, raising just above the ground, welcoming me into a beautiful world: I hear it still. And then I want to marry, perhaps, for a multitude of reasons, if only for self-preservation, and that self-worship is real. It is a real factor in what is being said and done, if only to my own benefit. Who could I be without myself, or within the bounty of other. would they pour over into me a water from its spring graciously greeting the descending waterfall with its heavy plummeting rain-hard-steal Giving, giving like the first time you decided to love(that sharing of faith becoming a dividing factor in who you are, and how you chose to be--if you ever got that far).
