10.31.2005

Random musings

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The sun is out but it's raining. I really need to buy my car some shoes because driving in the rain with almost bald tires is so scary.

The week in Mexico was great for the most part. Did not enjoy getting so upset with my brother or missing Rob sometimes & Emily ALL the time. Did not enjoy how dry my skin got after every shower or how hot it got when we went to the mercado. The whole running out of money 2 days too early was not fun either.

I did enjoy the fresas con crema, Juan's company, the family getting together every day, the trips to the "mall" & eating elote in a cup. I did enjoy the boy's company & how great he got along with them all.

Went to "Jardines Eternos" which is where my father is buried. Searched & searched for his grave & finally found it:
Section 1-6 lot#449


I'm gonna talk to my lil sis to see if the 3 of us (younger ones) can get together to fix his stone. It needs to be lifted a bit & the names have to be darkened. I had a hard time finding it because he was in with his other 2 sisters that have died. There's one more sister in his family that's still alive but she's getting old quite fast.

Now it's so damn dark outside & it is pouring hard! Em is stuck on IH75 & says it is hailing over there. This nasty weather is supposed to pass this evening. I hope it stops by the time I leave work.Skipping the gym this afternoon & probably going to Em's for some "dessert" she mentioned last night. After that, she's coming over so we can sit around & watch movies. I'm hoping she can spend the night which she said she'd try to do

I like it "shaken not stirred".

If you know me, you know that EVERYWHERE I'm at, I wish I were somewhere else. I am happy where I am (for the most part) sometimes but there's always a better place in my mind that I'd rather be. When I'm with her, it is exactly where I want to be. I sit next to her & it seems like nothing else crosses my mind.

Yeah, well at least I did not fall down the stairs & landed in the litterbox! BOOYA!

I haven't felt this desired in such a long time. It has to stop as ..... is just not good for me. This has to stop right now. Damn.